Wednesday, 31 October 2012

Things we took for granted

Yesterday MLG walked down the stairs on here own without holding on to the banisters. What's the significance with this? It was around March-April time that we noticed that Our Little Girl was having difficultly walking down the stairs, little did we know then that there was a tumour growing inside her and that this was affecting her balance. Is the chemo working, we do not know. It is nice having back our little girl who is speaking, talking and playing, long may it continue.

Monday, 29 October 2012

A surprisng week



Last week was a surprise. Things with MLG had settled down, we were expecting to have numerous blood transfusions (as the chemo hits harder) yet this was not the case. MLG’s own body started to work against her.

It started with the usual blood being taken, we had elected to have the GSCF (which is a drug to boost the immune system) given to MLG through her lines (less painful, stressful) even though it was an inconvenience as we had to drive to the hospital. On tuesday blood was taken, counts were made and as predicted MLG had to have both red blood and platelets the whole process would take 5 – 6 hours. AND then it happened, we took her temperature 37.8, this was not good. I drove her to the hospital to have her blood transfusions; the nurses once again took her temperature, 38.7. Now it was to time to time to worry, had we not been in hospital we would have gone straight to the hospital. Slowly MLG’s temperature dropped as the platelets and haemoglobin helped (boost of fluid)  but still her temperature was high, as result she said in hospital for 3 days and 3 nights (I did the nights while my wife did the days). Throughout whole the process meds were given every 8 and twelve hours. Blood cultures were taken and it was found that it was her bacteria (Staphylococcus) that had caused the temperature.

MLG dealt with the experience. I found hard it in part because the sleep deprivation and in part because I saw and heard babies that were screaming in pain, others that were lying with oxygen masks over their faces. The most disturbing experience I had was seeing a 2 week old baby with a cleft pallet  and the fear, concern, distress and love that was on their faces.

Saturday, 20 October 2012

An unremarkable week

This week has been remarkable because it has been unremarkable. Mlg had chemo, but was only sick for a short time, the chief oncologist (cancer specialist) had a chat with my wife and the jabs have stop (GSF) because they are being given through my daughters Hickman lines (so daily visits to the hospital). We are in shock because it has been an emotionally demanding  week. The meeting with the oncologist was tough (8.30 pm in the dark!!!! It was scheduled for 10.30 that morning) I was not their as I was at home looking after our son.

ttfn

Tuesday, 16 October 2012

Another round of chemo

Mlg is just finishing off her 5th round of chemo and it's hitter her harder !!

Friday, 12 October 2012

Not my knee

Here we go ago, another jab and MLG is saying 'not my knee' repeatability out of fear, she starts crying and curling up to protect herself!!!! It makes both my  wife and I feel ill, damned if you do damned if you don't. Then in a few minutes its off to the hospital!!! Fun, fun, fun

Thursday, 11 October 2012

Ahhhh



Writhing and screaming out of fear  
The GSF jab has just been given (the nurse gave the jab slowly and carefully), Mlg has got so sick and frightened of them that she has been writhing and screaming in fear of the jab for the past 5 minutes. Ahhhhhhhhhh

Bruising, ...yuk



Mlg is full of bruises, we questioned the nurse and GOSH why this is happening and the answer is….because the GSF (a drug that is being given by injection almost daily) is suppressing the body’s ability to repair itself. So a simple bump for you, me and kids turns it the red, purple, black and green bruise (some look revolting).  Ironic they give a drug to do one thing, then have to give a another drug to counteract the side effects of the other drug!!!! I hope it is all worth it.